In 2010, Best of Books requested the use of the Wadadli Pen name for an Open Mic it hoped to initiate. I thought it was a great idea and, as I didn’t have the time and resources to pursue it myself , was happy to see them take it on. The open mic takes place the second Saturday of each month, each month with a different prompt. Store employee Glen Toussaint organizes and leads the open mic, and I stop by as often as I can, mostly taking it in. I would like to see more interaction between the original Wadadli Pen and the Open Mic…hopefully publishing some of the Open Mic pieces here will deepen that interaction.
So if you’re a Wadadli Pen Open Mic regular don’t hesitate to submit to wadadlipen@yahoo.com
This piece is from the person who initiated the Open Mic, Best of Books manager and co-owner Barbara Arrindell
. It was in response to the May 2011 prompt ‘A life, a spirit, a name’ (read but don’t touch; remember to respect the author’s copyright):
A LIFE, A Spirit … A Name
By Barbara A Arrindell – 13th May 2011 – Wadadli Pen Open Mic
Why are they crying, Father? I would have expected them to be happy … but they are …sad and angry and confused and … and disappointed even … Why do they look like that?
(Sighing) Well to be truthful, my child, those sombre looks are as a result of you.
Me? What do you mean me? What did I do? What could I have done, Father? I haven’t even been born yet!
True, and, based on the way that the discussion is going down there, you may never be born.
What do you mean? You told me that I’d be born in 7 1/2 months and that I’m going to be a boy, even though right now I don’t see any evidence of that … and you told me that I’d have fun swimming at the beach and that …. even though I would never come first in my class at school I’d still be a smart person and you told me that I would be the one to lead the West Indies team to victory in the World Cup in 2034 … What do you mean I may not be born … ?
Hush, child … don’t fret … this happens more often than you might expect.
What happens, Father? I don’t understand!
Sit child! You see the person who is supposed to be your mother is young and she has other plans for her life … she wants to complete her college education before she has a baby … and her mother will be embarrassed because she’s not yet married …
Embarrassed because of me, Father … but why?
Well those humans on earth have made up all sorts of rules and called them my laws and they often use them to make people feel bad if they don’t live their lives in a certain way. They say that I will be upset if they break the laws …
You mean that you’ll be upset if I am born, because my mommy and that guy down there who she’s been sending text messages to aren’t married …?
Child, I said that they say that I’ll be mad!
Will you, Father?
That’s a hard question to answer … You see in the early days I used to give the humans rules to live by because I though that it would make their lives less confusing … all I ever really wanted was for them to be happy … but eventually I realized that the way that they had developed has made it difficult for them to all understand my true meanings. The “laws” were only meant to give them guidance and instead they had just confused themselves with their interpretations. They have killed each other in my name … enslaved each other in my name … discriminated against each other in my name so I got a bit fed up one day and told them, STOP! … forget it … I said to them just listen … Two rules! If you can do these two things or at least if you can work towards doing these two things always … I’ll be cool … I’ll be proud of you.
So are you saying that there are only two laws …
O you’re not even born yet and already you’re misunderstanding and trying to interpret what I’m saying … I told them that if they worked towards these things then they would be working towards become more like me … I said to them … (1) don’t forget that I exist … so, in other words, don’t get so full of yourself that you think that you know everything and that you can do everything … Remember always that there’s something greater than you … and the second law is simple …Love! … Love the people around you with the same sort of love that I have for you.
That doesn’t sound so hard, Father … in fact if they did that then they wouldn’t kill and they wouldn’t steal and they wouldn’t do most of the things that cause them problems… and, even if they made a mistake, the idea that they can love would make them say sorry and move on …
Sounds simple doesn’t it, my child?
Look, Father, my mommy is crying again … her mommy just shouted at her.
Yes, close your ears child; those are not the sort of things that you need to hear.
But why is the mommy’s mommy shouting at her? She’s making her sad and … I don’t quite know why …but she’s making me sad too and I’m not even born yet!
Child, don’t worry … when I called you from playing around the pond you were just a spirit, and I told you that it was time to begin life … and that’s where you are right now … and that is all that I can do for you… I gave you a spirit, and a life, but for you to move from here to there someone down there has to be willing to give you a name …
A name … why can’t you give me a name father, or why can’t I give myself a name? TheWest Indiesteam needs me … you said so yourself …
It doesn’t work that way. The name is the key, the name lets you into that world… when a mother starts thinking about a name for her baby, that is when I exhale and know that I have to step aside … when she gives her baby a name she’s claimed its life and its spirit …
So what happens if I don’t get a name …?
You’ll go back around the pond, and when I find another suitable match for you I’ll call you again and give you life … and then we’ll see what happens.
But I’m ready to be born now, Father! I’ve been waiting for ages. It feels as though I’ve been waiting for an eternity …
(laughing) Child, don’t worry, if it doesn’t work out this time there will be other opportunities …..
Wait, Father, the texter man is at her door … he looks a bit scared … but in a way he looks kinda brave … who is he, Father?
He is your father.
But I thought that you were my father, Father …
Yes. I am … but he will be your father on earth.
So what will happen to you… will I have two fathers?
Child you’re asking too many questions … let’s get over one hurdle at a time. If you get a name, in a few years your Sunday school teacher will try to explain where I fit into your life.
Sunday school teacher?! What’s that …
They are talking again, child, do you wish to listen?
O yes, sorry Sir. He said that he would marry her if that’s what she wants, but she’s shaking her head … O come on Mom … marry him so that I can get a name …… why is she doing this? … O hang on he says that he’ll love me even if she doesn’t marry him … will that be ok with you, Father … he said love, Father … that’s a good thing isn’t it?
As long as he understands the true meaning … then, yes, it is a good thing.
What’s a Jeremiah or a Jamilla Father?
What do you mean?
… she just smiled and said that Jeremiah or Jamilla is making her feel ill?
So what’s a Jeremiah, Father …. Father, Father? Where are you going Father? Father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A life … a spirit … and a name …….